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As I call it. I'm going to get my eyebrow pierced after work! It's actually the first one I ever wanted and 9 piercings later I'm finally going to get it. I keep chickening out because a needle that close to my eye really freaks me out. I have visions of me jerking and the needle poking my eye out haha Think this may be the last one. Any more and I may start looking like a carnival side show freak

Starting to plan my next tattoo as well. I may hit the carnival after all I want these lyrics spiraled down my upper arm..

Well it one day came to me I got to find a way to be free So I went up to the mountains and down below the sea Then a voice spoke inside my head Now there's no way I can go wrong And in the darkness it fell upon me and I danced all night long

Just have to come up with some artwork to go around it. I'm so psyched about this idea!

Yes, yes we can.  Been so long since I've tried hanging out with someone new that I forgot just how awkward and anxious I get.  So did not go well haha  At least I actually went.  That's something!  I'm trying to be positive as I over analyze every little thing I did

I'm meeting up with a chic I've been talking to online in about an hour ahhh! I'm considering this my exposure therapy project #4. For some reason that gives me more incentive to do through with it. Going into a situation thinking "ok I'm going to be anxious as **** and it'll probably be pretty awkward but that's ok, it won't be the end of the world" makes things easier than sitting around thinking up all the possible bad outcomes.

Haven't really done the whole dating thing much so I'm pretty darn anxious right now. Doesn't help that I got something in my eye yesterday that must of scratched it a bit because it's bright red today. An infected looking eye is a great way to make a good first impression haha I better go get ready ahh!

Tags: Dating Wtf

Not likely but there's something weird going on over my house. Was outside smoking and 2 planes flew by.. very low and quiet. Only they didn't look like any planes I've ever seen. One looked kind of like a flying winnebago and had a giant spotlight shining in front of it. The other had blue lights and looked more triangular shaped than regular planes. One was flying much faster than the other and they got really, really close.. like only blue angels get that close. Thought I was about to see a mid air plane crash! Was such a strange sight I ran from the front yard to the back yard so I could see it some more.

As soon as those got out of sight another blue light plane came.. then another.. then another.. all following the same path. Can actually still hear them going by every minute or two. We don't get many planes that fly by here.. and never that low. Something weird indeed o_O

A rollercoaster mood is fun weeeeeeee! Was really, really down for about 3-4 weeks. Upped my meds a mite a few days ago and now I seem to be getting manic.. which is really wierd because Seroquel normally crushes mania. Hopefully it stays at this level because it's fun A little bit higher and I'll get whacked out but right now it's just lots of energy, being more talkative, silly and maybe a little obnoxious hehe

Kicked in just in time for Christmas. Have some family coming in tonight and the rest tomorrow. Andy is going to come over that day because his family got snowed in so had to cancel their trip out here. I'll have someone to hide out in my room with hehe

Messaging back on Myspace leads to talking on Yahoo leads to wanting to meet in person ahhhhhhhhh!! I said I'd try even though I'm coming up with 50 million reasons why I shouldn't. New people, new places, new new new. Already feeling sick to my tummy o_O

You've served me well over the years. Nobody can poke or pretend to be kittie claws like you can. But our time together has come to an end. Soon you will freeze off from the cold. I'd like to give you a proper burial but digging a hole will be quite hard without you. I'll probably just throw you out for the birds to peck on.

I've been wanting to try out regular painting. You know, on a canvas instead of drumsticks or cars. Scares the frilly heck out of me though. It's really, really hard for me to do anything that I can get judged for. Add in that it was beat into me as a kid that nothing I do is good enough and I still hold myself to impossible standards. In my head failure is not an option and for me not being perfect/ the best is a failure so I pretty much won't try anything. I think I was ok with the drumsticks and car because who else has done stuff like? Wasn't really anything I could compare to. By ok I mean actually going through with them even though I have found reasons why all the sticks and car suck. I'm determined to try though. Bought some canvases the other day and I'm going to use them even if it causes a panic attack.

Ahhh it's freezing! Well not quite.. 41 outside and 57 in the office. Wish **** Chevron would come and fix the circut breaker so we can turn the heater on without the power blowing to the whole building. I tried finding a pair of fingerless gloves but no stores had them. Just spent 2 hours altering a regular pair. It's hard sewing when yr fingers are mostly numb brrrrrrrrrrr!!!

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