I first got social phobia about 2 years ago... Mostly the cause was hanging out with gangsters from bloods and I think the environment got me to get a little anxious. I was also experimenting with some drugs at that time and that got me even more paranoid.
Now that I am out from all of it I am slowly getting better, learned a lot from my past rebellion which started about when I was 13 and now I am a totally different person.
I've also moved around a lot, hanging out with people from many different backgrounds, and this experience kind of made me who I am today.
I like learning about different cultures

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I do not believe in nationalism. I like living free. I also hate the invisible barriers and the bars in this world... and would like to become free. Hence my name

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I am a pretty lonely individual, and a pretty weird one at that, but I mean good

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Maybe we'll meet on some part of the world someday and if we do then you have my permission to say hi

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Anywayz hope all u guys LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST!
Tyler Durden: People do it everyday, they talk to themselves... they see themselves as they'd like to be, they don't have the courage you have, to just run with it.
Tyler Durden: An entire generation pumping gas, waiting tables; slaves with white collars. Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy poo we don't need. We're the middle children of history, man. No purpose or place. We have no Great War. No Great Depression. Our Great War's a spiritual war... our Great Depression is our lives. We've all been raised on television to believe that one day we'd all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars. But we won't. And we're slowly learning that fact. And we're very, very pissed off.
"A nation that is afraid to let its people judge the truth and falsehood in an open market is a nation that is afraid of its people."
"A man may die, nations may rise and fall, but an idea lives on."
"Do not pray for easy lives. Pray to be stronger men."
-All three by John F. Kennedy
"It does not matter if the war is not real. The war is not meant to be won but to be continuous. A hierarchical society is only possible on the basis of poverty and ignorance."
-George Orwell, 1984
My country is the world, my religion is to do good. -Thomas Paine
"If you think you can, or if you think you can't, either way, you're right."
-Henry Ford
The nation that makes a great distinction between its scholars and its warriors will have its thinking done by cowards and its fighting done by fools.
-Thucydides
The intuitive mind is a sacred gift and the rational mind is a faithful servant.
We have created a society that honors the servant and has forgotten the gift.
-Albert Einstein
"The more powerful and original a mind, the more it will incline towards the religion of solitude."
-Aldous Huxley
"There will be, in the next generation or so, a pharmacological method of making people love their servitude, and producing dictatorship without tears, so to speak, producing a kind of painless concentration camp for entire societies, so that people will in fact have their liberties taken away from them, but will rather enjoy it, because they will be distracted from any desire to rebel by propaganda or brainwashing, or brainwashing enhanced by pharmacological methods. And this seems to be the final revolution."
-Aldous Huxley
They who dream by day are cognizant of many things which escape those who only dream by night.
- Edgar Allan Poe
"The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It's a very mean and nasty place... and I don´t care how tough you are, it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently...
IF YOU LET IT."
-From one of the Rocky movies.
Somebody's pullin' me close to the ground.
I can sense, but I can't see.
I ain't panicked. I been here before.
-Carlito's Way
"The liberty of the individual is no gift of civilization. It was greatest before there was any civilization."
-Sigmund Freud
生者必滅(생자필멸

:Everything that has life is bound to die.
The foolish and the dead alone never change their opinions.
-James Russel Lowell
"Within the next generation I believe that the world's leaders will discover that infant conditioning and narco-hypnosis are more efficient, as instruments of government, than clubs and prisons, and that the lust for power can be just as completely satisfied by suggesting people into loving their servitude as by flogging them and kicking them into obedience."
-Aldous Huxley
The trouble with the world is that the stupid are cocksure and the intelligent are full of doubt.
-Bertrand Russell
Sometimes you can see the most humane... In the most inhumane.
-Me
"The only serious philosophical question is whether or not to commit suicide.”
-Albert Camus
"Well, that's Philosophy I've read, And Law and Medicine, and I fear Theology, too, from A to Z; Hard studies all, that have cost me dear. And so I sit, poor silly man No wiser now than when I began." Goethe's Faust. Scene 4: Night, Lines 354–59.