Well....I have always been shy but in the past 7 years i developed a sort of GAD, mostly social but it now includes, anxiety driving on freeways, work, claustrophobia etc.....
It is hard for me to find work, but i have been lucky to find some merchandising work which keeps me out there and i can make my own schedule and if i have a panic attack i can just leave....
I dont have many people to talk to that understand what I go through, my friends and family try but Im sure they will never fully understand the level of sensitivity i feel in various scenarios...
I have always been musical, i play synthesizer and sing, so you can check out my music on the links i provided...im kinda stuck in the 80s so I do apologize, those were the days i was happiest..
Im currently struggling more than usual lately and it would be nice to talk with people who understand my pain...