phoenixrising
Get me off the merry go round! Im sick of going round and round,
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HOBBIES
Fitness
Internet
Casino
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Internet
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Shopping
MOVIES
American Beauty
Ordinary People
Donnie Darko
Go!
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless mind
Revolutionary Road
The Reader
Ordinary People
Donnie Darko
Go!
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless mind
Revolutionary Road
The Reader
MUSIC
Madonna
Blue Oyster Cult
Paul Kelly
The Killers
Pet Shop Boys
Simon and Garfunkel
Death Cab for Cutie
The Shins
The Smiths
Blue Oyster Cult
Paul Kelly
The Killers
Pet Shop Boys
Simon and Garfunkel
Death Cab for Cutie
The Shins
The Smiths
BOOKS
Self Help
Inspiration
Biography
Film Books
Inspiration
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ABOUT ME
If only my life could be more like the movies. I want an angel to swoop down to me like he does to Jimmy Stewart in "It's a Wonderful Life" and talk me out of suicide. I've always waited for that one moment of truth to set me free and change my life forever. but he won't come. it doesn't happen that way
Been suffering from Anxiety and Depression for 10 years now. Some things get better others get worse, somethings never seem to change.
I really want to fix my life, but I suffer from a total lack of resilence, I feel weak and brittle.
Id really like a group of friends, and a LIFE, someone to be in love with and to feel CONTENT with my life, instead of always feeling like a complete and utter waste of space.
Been suffering from Anxiety and Depression for 10 years now. Some things get better others get worse, somethings never seem to change.
I really want to fix my life, but I suffer from a total lack of resilence, I feel weak and brittle.
Id really like a group of friends, and a LIFE, someone to be in love with and to feel CONTENT with my life, instead of always feeling like a complete and utter waste of space.
lyricalliaisons wrote at January 24, 2010
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Ive been in this situation many times, credit card companies are pure evil, the fees are insane, most of what i owe is made up of late payment, over limit, overdraft fees, its never ending, its so hard to get ahead.
Im not sure whats in your area, but you could contact the salvation army or something like that and they may beable to bring food out to you, or if you recieve a government payment ask for a hardship allowance, you may beable to get one of those to tie you over until feb
Hope everything works out
Originally posted by: "phoenixrising
Ive been in this situation many times, credit card companies are pure evil, the fees are insane, most of what i owe is made up of late payment, over limit, overdraft fees, its never ending, its so hard to get ahead.
Im not sure whats in your area, but you could contact the salvation army or something like that and they may beable to bring food out to you, or if you recieve a government payment ask for a hardship allowance, you may beable to get one of those to tie you over until feb
Hope everything works out
Hi & Thanks for your comment :smile:. I completely agree about credit cards & wish I had never gotten any, but I was 19 & didn't realize what I was doing at the time. I was basically thinking of it as free money & by the time I realized it wasn't it was too late.
You gave me an idea. My mom went to the Salvation Army for years (it's a church-- a lot of people don't know that) until recently when her health has been keeping her from it. I completely forgot about them giving people food when they need it until your comment. My mom talked to them & they said they'd give us some & my uncle is supposed to pick it up tomorrow, so we should have enough to last until my mom's check comes in.
mserychic wrote at January 2, 2010
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i still have a massive amount of debt, but it feels so much better to be paying it down instead of adding to it. i was pretty sure i was going to give myself a heart attack there for awhile!
