People who don't suck

I've recently started seeking therapy for excessive social anxiety that I decided I couldn't live with anymore. All my life I've felt uncomfortable around people, even family. I tend to blush a lot, even in trivial environments, such as meeting somebody new. I am so preoccupied with others' perceptions of me that I can have panic attacks just thinking about it. I've recently decided that it doesn't need to be this way. Or maybe I'm just feckin screwed.

I am a student at the University of Wisconsin in Madison pursuing my Fine Arts degree. I grew up in a small town and was raised Catholic. Throughout my life I've found video games as a means of both coping with anxiety as an escape from reality and as a creative inspiration. I very much like role playing games that serve as an escapist vehicle for me. Yeah, I'm a super nerd.

I'm a vegetarian. Vegetables are yummy! (Tofu too)
I want to travel, mainly to Japan and Europe. Too poor though. I come from peasant stock.

Yes, I did all of the artwork I post myself.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2yjsgDDrAR4