S Blackhole

I realize there are some things I can't change. You make mistakes; you learn. You frickin fall; you get up. You &%#@ up; you try to fix it. What makes a person strong I think, is belief. Belief that things can change for the better; belief in another person or being; belief in one's self that you are someone and you can make a difference and your life is not mundane or small in the scheme of things. I guess I lost all hope; all my "things" that made me into a strong person, and I guess that I thought I lost my belief, but that is one thing that you can never lose. I thought it was pride I was holding on to (or still am) but really the only thing I can see that'll keep you going is belief. I believe that there is a greater good; that there could be a Kingdom Come if you wanna call it that and that there is a God.....I don't know what it is; what you wanna call it; what you want to or can believe in, but I do know that without it, we'd all be blackholes.