You're SO KIND DI!!! :artist: THANKYOU!!!! :smile: I think building good self esteem is the only way forward for me, as I feel so cr*p not doing anything meaningful day in day out. So finally I managed to summon up strength for action..and then realised I HAD to praise myself to be able to keep it going!! (and THANKYOU SOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH FOR YOUR PRAISE TOO..IT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME..I've got a tear in my eye..(something I hate admitting to...tears..LOL)

I'll pass your kind message on to Debs too. She's really growing up these days, and turning into a very beautiful young woman (slow down girl..you're STILL only a child...LOL.:bowl

I've been trying to figure out how to send you any of the photos if you wanted them, as they get shrunk too much on here. If you do ever want any, I could always email them to you. Just a thought, I remember you really liked the one of the water.

I hope you have a GREAT THANKSGIVING and CHRISTMAS TOO :11500:
Lx:o)

Hey Di,
That's so sweet of you..we're FINE THANKS!! :11500: (touch wood..eeek!)
I've reached a point where I'm challenging myself to do all the 'little' things I WANT to do but haven't been doing,(even down to getting ready and out of the house..) and 'counting' my 'sucesses' during the day/week...and it's been keeping me busy, focussed AND HAPPY!!! :biggrin:
It's also shattered me, which has meant I've not been online as much, but I know it's all in the right direction, and I'm catching up today!
How about you hun? How's things doing your end? It's ALWAYS GREAT TO HEAR FROM YOU!!:11500: Lx:o)

you forget di i have a boat lol :tongue: so nope sonia my kids or ex havent drowned , were all still alive and kicking di , and course i think about you we have a common intrest di , caravans and bird watchin , we both look for critters with binoculars lol :biggrin: , and hey you take care and enjoy your christmas , hope santa brings you something nice , hey usualy i get socks for xmas from my kids , you know when your past 40 cos you think oh oh great i could do with some more socks :bowl: well gotta go and again have a good xmas di , hey be a good excuse to get some of those posh vintage glasses out , filled with wine , dont get to drunk now lol see yaa gazza

hey di you love bird watching , well lol lots of birds on my flickr , i went to wetlands in arundel , took photos enjoy lol cos i know you love bird watchin :biggrin:

well my caravan is a 23 footer di i pull it with a subaru forrester 2 litre , we dont have 26 thousand litre engines like you yanks do lol :dizzy: also its a petrol engine , cos its a twin axle it toes better its more stable , it sleeps 4 but can sleep more if i put the awning up , i dont get chance to use it to much cos i work a lot , but i did take it to the new forest and took bags of apples and carrots to feed the wild horses there lol , the horses are ok but when the food runs out they start pushing and shoving , 1 stood on my foot it hurt like hell , i tried to push it off but it was like trying to push a ten ton tank lol :sad: it did move in the end thank god i limped away very fast di , well as fast as a limping man can move , it has a hot shower ect all the usual stuff in a caravan , all you need is petrol , and food lol salads mostly being a health nut :biggrin: so yea go buy your caravan and go look for critters lol , and take some pics :tongue: take care see yaaa gary