Title: ATM.. (sorta update)
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Blog Entry: Okay my friends keep asking me to go out But i dunno.. i just cant listen to them talking about there boyfriends. Amean ffs. I can't be botherd with any of that. Im alone as it is. But i do miss my friends. I went out again yesterday and i went like really weird O_O. i nearly fainted. But not to sound stupid i don't knw if it was down to my agroaphobia. Only thing i was thinking was "god please don't faint in the middle of the street!" & i think my mum thought i was having a panic attack.. she took me home as soon as i was going i really don't feel well. Fun.. tbh i didn't want to go out but im pushing myself. After it you either feel happy or depressed. Its like you can't win. But i don't want to give up. I want to beat this!! I mean i actually want a life. At the end of the day noone can truely help you but yourself. Im GOING to beat this. I WILL beat this. Have to be optimistic.. :tongue: Boredom i thinks the worst thing ever :sad:. I'm off to find something to do. Hope your all well x Claire x :biggrin:
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