Title: I Took The Test.....
Tags: school, college, test, anxiety, scared, worried, happy, excited
Blog Entry: This is just something I’m writing here because, other than online, I really have no one to tell lol. I’m going to school in January & because of it, I was required to take an assessment test. Despite the fact that I haven’t had too much of a chance to take it (my mom’s spent ten days of the last three weeks in the hospital-- she’s out now & she's okay), I’ve also just been avoiding it. I’ve been terrified of the math which I absolutely SUCK at. But anyway, I finally took the test yesterday &, although I did terrible, I did well enough to at least take a class that will count. I thought I was going to be put into the class that I wouldn’t even get any credits for which would have meant I’d have had to take more classes. I’m still not taking college level math (pre-algebra lol, which I took --& failed-- in the seventh grade :tongue_smilie:), so it won’t count towards my degree, but at least it will count towards the twelve credits I need, since I registered full-time. I got a 98% in the writing section, & a 97% in the reading section &, although I know those are good sores, I was kinda hoping for better. I only had 30 minutes for the essay & it’s hard for me to write in a rush, since I write too much lol, so I was afraid it was going to suck, but apparently it was good enough-- better than I thought, at least. I start on January 20 & I'll only be going two days a week (Tue. & Thu.)-- four classes a day. Including the buses, I'll be spending nearly twelve hours there. OMG :eek: . But still, I could have gone Mon., Wed., & Fri. & spent 9 hours a day there (including buses) which would have been MUCH worse. Though I’m not 100% sure of the order of the first three, I think they’re in this order: Class 1) math 2) Civilizations II 3) Writing Composition, & 4) Art History II. I’m scared because there’s an hour & 45 minutes between the third & fourth classes, & 45 minutes between the second & third class, & I’m afraid someone will try to talk to me :hide:, but I figure I can always work on homework or something during those times to reduce the chances of that happening. Overall though, even though I'm IMMENSELY worried about it for numerous reasons, I’m pretty excited. I’m actually kinda happy about it :smile: I’ll be learning some things I’ve always wanted to know more about (ancient civilizations & art history), & will be bettering myself & giving myself a chance at a future at the same time. It’ll also get me out of the house more often which I know will be good for my SA in the long-run, even though it’s going to be INCREDIBLY difficult. I wish this site let you put in spaces :sad:. ***********Just for the heck of it: Lmao :1eye:
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