I have suffered from GAD since 99, was diagnosed with Panic Disorder in 02 or so. Life has been rough, I lost my brother in 99, he was older, he was my protector. My mother went schizo when I was 11, shes now my rock and main reason for living.



I've been struggling the past month or so to get by emotionally. Just hit a bump it's continued to snowball since. I just don't know what to do, nothing works anymore, I'm hoping that moving back to my parent's house in February will do a great amount of good. I need to get myself grounded again because right now I don't know who I am.
In light of recent and still ongoing health issues... I just live in a fog of painkillers... working and sleeping... thats it.




(updated 11/18/2008)